Seeing all these couples at disney world who look SUPER happy together makes me miss being with someone. Well atleast someone i was happy with. I mean thats something i couldve seen us doing together at some point if it lasted. Maybe someday i feel that way again. Days like these remind me how lonely i really am and how pathetic i feel when i miss you.

Is watching a girl you like flirt with someone else right in front of you. Its whatever and ill get over, im used to it really. The amount of times i go through that is stupid. So for now ill just sit on my couch and shoot a bunch of people over the internet.

Text me back more :/

I like talking to you alot, but when you text me back once it really throws me off. I get that you are probably busy or something like that and thats totally fine. Just would be nice if you said that instead of leaving me hanging.

I hate when i actually like someone :l

But it made me smile and so do you. I wish i had the balls a year ago to ask you out.

Ive liked her for awhile but she has a boyfriend who im friends with. I probably dont have a chance because of that but also because she could do way better than me if they were to ever break up. Its just every time she smile and laughs at something I say or just anything she does in my direction really. It feels like im melting, there is something in my stomach, and my heart skips a beat. I dont know. Shes probably the cutest girl ive ever met. I kind of enjoy life when shes around, makes my day when she is.

Eventually ill find that person who can put up with me and care about me. It would just be easier if they found me first.

I miss the way they made me feel. No one gives that, its kinda pathetic really. That not a single person ive been with but her has made me feel genuinely feel great and great about myself. No one gets it. You cant just tell me to date someone and you cant push people on me. I got pushed away from and somehow it gotpassed to me. And even though i dont think about you as much and thats because i have friends that covered that void. That place will always be yours sadly. Thats what pisses me off, its been more than a year and id still be with you again if i could. It pisses me off that id drop everything for you if you wanted me. Its so pathetic it makes me sick. You plagued me

But im nice and that counts for something right?